It is too hard to decipher. All I know is that it is scary. It is unknown. I don't like it.
Letting go begs the question... If I let go, will I ever be able to grab back on? Or will they walk so far away I will never see them again?
These questions are scary, especially when the answer is that they will walk away. There are things I will never know. But, for those who follow God, who walk in His spirit, we are never far off. Distance, time, whatever the barrier, we are on the same road with the same goal. There can never be a complete sever for those seeking Christ and His Kingdom. Even though we can't always walk together and have walls that seem to separate us, we have the same destination.